Monday, February 22, 2010

back on it

Life :)
Amazing so far, couldn't ask for much more.
Just started my new job! Night shifts at a skilled nursing facility in Longmont, nights are certainly hard to get used to! Sleeping during the day, I feel like a bum! But the staff seems nice and the residents are wonderful! Finally I am back where I need to be. Taking care of people who need me, I need that I think.. To feel as if I am helping someone out. After work each day I feel rejuvenated, and better about myself. Making other people feel good makes me feel good :) Maybe I am doing something right! Any way I love it so far, Im going in early tonight so I can have 10 hours for this shift, and tomorrow I work a 16 hour shift. Grabbing the DANKSO'S out of the closet and preparing for a crazy three days of work work work!

Sotera has her middle school orientation tonight! My god time flies when your having fun. It feels like just yesterday my little sister was born, now she is almost in middle school! eekkkk. I keep on telling her that when she starts school it is going to fly, by the time she realizes how fast time has gone she will be walking across the stage at graduation! My beautiful sister is growing up quickly!


Finally moving on, getting over the way that I feel about my anger towards the past. Its like that song by Rascall Flats, "Im moving on". New fav song! Any way it basically talks about the way that you are moving on. Love the part that says "I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons finally content with a past I regret, I've found you find peace in your moments of weakness. For once I'm at peace with myself." FAVORITE!!! Any way, my amazing boyfriend has made me feel this way, that anger has no place in my life, and that I should never EVER let anyone take advantage of me! Thanking GOD daily for the way he makes me feel every single time I hear his voice.


Life just seems to short to go to bed unhappy. Why should I waste my time,